Monday, April 28, 2008

My career plan: shrug

I come from a working class family. My dad is a skilled tradesman, my mom stayed home with the kids until she became a receptionist/office manager when I was young. Most of my siblings went to college, but none had advanced degrees until S4 got a master’s to keep up her teaching certificate. In short, I had no experience with the concept of a Ph.D. before I went to college and had Ph.D.s for professors. Scientists were people interviewed on the news about cancer breakthroughs or marine biology.

I went to a smallish, non-Ph.D.-granting university with a tiny master’s program. I had little exposure to research until my last semester when I got to work in the lab of a new faculty for course credit. Right after I graduated, that assistant professor took me to a small, student-friendly meeting to present a poster representing my work. It was the best professional experience I’ve had.

Everything at that meeting was new and exciting. I didn’t know who anyone was, so I didn’t know who to be intimidated by and I was fearless. I learned so much and met so many people, including Research Advisor, who then hired me to be a technician.

I came to RA’s lab not knowing exactly what I wanted to do. I still wasn’t considering grad school; Ph.D.s were for other people, not me. I figured I’d try the research gig for about a year, then try something more applied for a year and see what I liked best. After several months, the research bug bit me and I eventually enrolled in a grad program.

Now that I am approaching the end of grad school, it’s really hard to imagine the next step, let alone where I’ll be ten years out. In the fall, I’ll probably have to start seriously looking for post-docs, which just feels weird. There are so many different directions that appeal to me where I could use my current knowledge and skills in new ways. I sort of figure an opportunity will come along and the choice will be obvious. But now there’s Ecogeoman’s career to consider as well. And there are some great opportunities on the horizon in my current (non-university) lab. While I know that it sometimes isn’t good to stay in the same lab after a Ph.D., quite frankly it might be the best way for me to get on a nonacademic career path.

So, here I am, almost with a Ph.D. that I never expected and never planned for. I’m optimistic that it will all work out in the end. I plan to keep crossing bridges as I come to them since that has served me well so far. Really, it’s all I know.

4 comments:

Silver Fox said...

It sounds like you've come a long way - and, for the future - you will find the right place (maybe have already?).

It's hard to cross bridges before you come to them! :)

DancingFish said...

Figuring it out as we go is a great idea. I tend to worry far too much about things in the future that I will not have control over anyway!

Unbalanced Reaction said...

Wow, you've come so far! As far as applying for post-docs, in my experience, one day I just woke up and realized I was ready to apply for jobs....amusingly enough, due to the deadlines of faculty jobs, I had to start applying for jobs before I was REALLY comfortable with the idea. About two weeks in, however, I woke up one morning with the startling realization that I was REALLY ready to move on from grad school. :)

Belle said...

Sounds really familiar. I'm still stunned that I got the doctorate and found a job. I was always told it wasn't going to happen, with the clear implication that I wasn't good enough.

Do you know what you want to do?